Wednesday, July 05, 2006 :D
Darling baby!!
Me very very very very VERY sorry for my stupid and irritating attitude today.
Me shouldn't have shown you attitude today as it was your happy day.
I was actually gonna give you a big big kiss and hug but, sigh, because of me,
i spoilt the atmosphere. =`(
You really feel that you're being happy with me?
I just made you cried last night over the phone and now today,
i gave you a pissed face.
Damn!! Why am i being so, not understanding?
Sigh, me really dunnoe what to do to get over this matter.
Izzit because me feel that we don't have enough time for each other?
Me don't want that to be the cause of it,
me just want to get to see baby everyday can already and spent more time.
I guess im asking too much from you.
I always had a feeling of being unfair to you.
Even if i forced you to be with me 24/7, you will also need to spent times with
your friends in school too.
I really really don't know. I also cannot message or call you and contact you
as you're without a hp.
Me really, very, feel like crying while typing this post.
Im being very unreasonable. =`(
I really hope such things can just come and go but the next time or maybe,
I DON'T WANT SUCH THINGS TO COME AGAIN!!
I just, love you alot.
Seeing you put so much effort into your basketball team
makes me kinda jealous though.
Hopefully im the kind of guy being the most significant person in your life.
But, overall me wanna give baby a big big hug for being the top scorer for today's match.
Me really very very happy even after what happened.
But promise 1 thing baby..
No injuries, no wounds, no bleeding, NO LOOKING AT OTHER GUYS!! =))
Guess i'll not be able to see you tmr.
If you're reading this post, me not working on saturday. Took off.
Maybe because it's to spent more time with you so i decided to take off.
Am i the most significant person in your life?
Baby loves xixi.
MUACKKXX!!
6:34 AM
dingding xixi. <3
ill never stop loving you :]
