Thursday, September 27, 2007 :D
You can remember about your tv shows and your own musics.
But, you can forget about this and that about us..
You know it's very hurting?
You just told me that, "OH!, i forgot!" What do you think i should do?
Hais, this few days i'v been working and you've been studying, nvm then.
Maybe we should have our own space.
Guess that we're not used to being not together. =`(
If only, ......................... =`(
8:44 AM
dingding xixi. <3
ill never stop loving you :]
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 :D
HONEY BOY!
muackxx.
ur jus so sweet tat i cannot resist to give you a kiss.
hmm...
baby know you work very xinku.
but you everytime liddat.
wanna accompany me work.
next day still have to work WR.
me see you like tat stubborn i will heartache de leh.
darling.
today never see you at the window.
i dun know.
jus miss you.
will you still love me in the morning?
10:32 AM
dingding xixi. <3
ill never stop loving you :]
Friday, July 06, 2007 :D
darling.
this post is to you.
i like the way you look at me with tat blur look. it jus so cute.i like the way try to draw my attention by pretending to be angry.i like the way you always give in to me.i like the way you always fetch frm wherever i am.i like your hobby of earning money and spending it with me.i like the way you say 'i love you'.i like the way you love me.and most importantly,
I LOVE YOU TOO!:D
SURPRISE!
9:14 AM
dingding xixi. <3
ill never stop loving you :]
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 :D
feeling pretty fucked up now.
cannot see you.
cannot call you.
haix.
FUCKING DAD!
chee bai.
nvm.
miss darling.
rmb i told you ytd abt us being together forever?
i mean it okay?
and im serious.
i had never believed in forever till ytd.
your love touched me.
i mean...
i have never felt this way before.
you make me feel tat im the only one in your eyes.
the only one in your world.
and tat nothing matter more than me.
although i know.
i dun love you as much as you do.
but i hope you can feel it.
i will try my best.
alright? :D
feel like changing our blogskin.
AND I PROMISE!
I WILL BLOG MORE THAN I DO NOW.
okay?
i promise.
serious.
darling.
im sorry.
i realise tat my temper towards you have not been very well.
hope you will forgive me.
perhaps feeling abit stress.
esp this aftnn.
im sorry.
but tat was cos i only wanted to catch a wink.
and i couldnt.
im sorry.
muackxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
loves and kisses!!!!
8:08 AM
dingding xixi. <3
ill never stop loving you :]
Sunday, April 08, 2007 :D
Sigh, all my consistant 3 posts are mostly fuck'd up.
Guess im the only 1 posting all this and reading it for myself.
Nvm.
Maybe i was soft-hearted last night.
So pardon me for being that way.
I was too shocked and i was feeling damn damn sad when you told me that.
We were together for so so so LONG, and yet you told me that only until last night.
All i could do was just burst into tears. I was shattered.
Sorry baby.
My fault for loving you too much and knowing your past until now.
My fault for not taking good care of you instead all i did was just look and watch you fall.
My fault for letting you have me such a useless bum who doesn't want to work and making you sad.
SIGH!!
FUCK YOU AND DING JIE!!
...
6:27 PM
dingding xixi. <3
ill never stop loving you :]
Saturday, April 07, 2007 :D
So far, i'v realized that every happy happenings will end up with sad endings. Maybe because i'm the one at fault.
SIGH!
Im the only 1 tagging on this blog ever since, don't know when.. (if only you could understand)//
I'm always that kinda person that likes to, cry..
I'v always wanted to be the only one in your eyes.
I'v always been selfish towards you..
I'v never gave you a super duper great day..
I'v got no idea why am i like this..
Maybe if you aren't reading this, you might either be playing your o2jam or maybe spongebob monopoly..
Spending my whole day with your 2 brothers and you, were really really great.
I'v always wanted to know how to communicate with both of your brothers well.
I know i can, yes i did today..
You got all your things you wanted except that singlet.
Kaijie got everything as his rich.
Kaizhi was okay la, just, talking too much. But it's okay..
Can't imagine me going to become their brother-in-law(BIL).
Wasn't really feeling good during the monopoly game at your house.
I didn't blame you, it was my fault.
My heart was dead. I couldn't cry out loud but watch soccer on SCV..
I was covering it.. covering everything up..
I'm damn scared that you will leave me 1 day..
Baby always treated me the best and i know that's for sure.
But for my case, i'v never been good to you.
Just like today jst now, 30 mins ago at your house staircase..
I just had to act and left your house as i wanted to run home and cry,,
Couldn't help it when we bidded farewell in a distant manner.
I always wanted a time, for us to confess everything and summarize what we did since the monument 261o'o5. =`(
While typing this, i hope the girl(NEO KAIXI) who is reading this..
Could forgive me every little bit from scratch.
I wanted your hug, you gave me.
I wanted your kiss, you gave me.
I wanted your warmth, you gave it to me too.
Everything i wanted, you did it.
I don't blame you.
Maybe, overall about this post, *SAD POST*//
All i have to say is, i guess i wasn't really comfortable with your family at your house, as i wasn't used to it.
I really really hope that i can get use to it.
Maybe while you're reading this, you might feel sad about it..
But that was what i'v always felt throughout the whole thing..
Man, now i just feel like,
...
=`( ..
5:48 AM
dingding xixi. <3
ill never stop loving you :]
Tuesday, April 03, 2007 :D
Baby Baby Baby,
Haha, im back to blogging again since im bored at home nothing to do.
Brr, i feel like taking away the password and let others view too. Nvm. See you later then discuss again.
HAHAHA!!
Im missing you and listening to Ai Cuo - Wang Lee Hom. =*D
Yawn, im having a sore throat now. Bleh!! Hate it sia..
Hmm, god bless my baby's knee fast recovery. MUACKXX!!
Anyway i hope to see you later yeah..
Everytime i see baby.. i will want you badly. BAD BAD BADLY!!
It's like, if there's no dark clouds there'll be no rain.
HAHAHA!!
Im crapping shit now la. =*D
Feel like playing ball now.
That weisheng msged me in the middle of the night asking me if i was asleep already anot.
-.-""
Man, so long never blog i still can talk cock sing song and play mahjong.
Yawn~~
to be continue..
dingding was here. =*D
5:46 PM
dingding xixi. <3
ill never stop loving you :]
