Saturday, April 07, 2007 :D
So far, i'v realized that every happy happenings will end up with sad endings. Maybe because i'm the one at fault.
SIGH!
Im the only 1 tagging on this blog ever since, don't know when.. (if only you could understand)//
I'm always that kinda person that likes to, cry..
I'v always wanted to be the only one in your eyes.
I'v always been selfish towards you..
I'v never gave you a super duper great day..
I'v got no idea why am i like this..
Maybe if you aren't reading this, you might either be playing your o2jam or maybe spongebob monopoly..
Spending my whole day with your 2 brothers and you, were really really great.
I'v always wanted to know how to communicate with both of your brothers well.
I know i can, yes i did today..
You got all your things you wanted except that singlet.
Kaijie got everything as his rich.
Kaizhi was okay la, just, talking too much. But it's okay..
Can't imagine me going to become their brother-in-law(BIL).
Wasn't really feeling good during the monopoly game at your house.
I didn't blame you, it was my fault.
My heart was dead. I couldn't cry out loud but watch soccer on SCV..
I was covering it.. covering everything up..
I'm damn scared that you will leave me 1 day..
Baby always treated me the best and i know that's for sure.
But for my case, i'v never been good to you.
Just like today jst now, 30 mins ago at your house staircase..
I just had to act and left your house as i wanted to run home and cry,,
Couldn't help it when we bidded farewell in a distant manner.
I always wanted a time, for us to confess everything and summarize what we did since the monument 261o'o5. =`(
While typing this, i hope the girl(NEO KAIXI) who is reading this..
Could forgive me every little bit from scratch.
I wanted your hug, you gave me.
I wanted your kiss, you gave me.
I wanted your warmth, you gave it to me too.
Everything i wanted, you did it.
I don't blame you.
Maybe, overall about this post, *SAD POST*//
All i have to say is, i guess i wasn't really comfortable with your family at your house, as i wasn't used to it.
I really really hope that i can get use to it.
Maybe while you're reading this, you might feel sad about it..
But that was what i'v always felt throughout the whole thing..
Man, now i just feel like,
...
=`( ..
5:48 AM
dingding xixi. <3
ill never stop loving you :]
