Thursday, January 04, 2007 :D
It's been quite some time since i last blogged..
Didn't really want to blog the unhappiness but i just feel, uncomfortable with all the things that are mesmerising in my mind.
Just decided to blogged some of those sad stuff out better then keeping it with me.
I find myself not being myself.
Ever since i was with you, i made alot of sacrifices but to you, it seems, meaningless sacrifices.
In your eyes, i know im just a fool doing all this and you told me not to do all this anymore.
I'v done all this just to be with you. I really don't know what to do to make you happy.
I know i'v been very selfish for not giving you freedom to do your own things.
Alright then, starting from now on, i'll not care about what you are doing and i'll not bother you.
I know im like a nuisance, keep giving you pressure.
I'll just, stay and do my things and you do yours.
It's starting to end up like there's no happy ending.
If you're reading this, i'll just have to say that im sorry for causing you so much trouble.
There'll no more be me being a controlling boyfriend.
I'll give you your freedom.
I'M SORRY!!
dingding was here.
5:41 AM
dingding xixi. <3
ill never stop loving you :]
